I hate CHOICE !!!!!!

I 'm reli reli dun like to make any choice for myself.....

on the way i hv made the choice for myself...sure i will hurt other ppls....

plsss dun blame me....becoz i oso dun wan !!!!

i m scare oso u noe??!!!!!! dun owes think bout urself...

pls stand on my side n think ,ok???if u r the 1....sure u oso will hope dis wont happen!!

I m reli hope evrything will be natural happen....

 i wont accept any 1 of uuu at dis moment.....

hope u guys can  dun fall in love so much on me..... arggggghhhhh!!

i reli dun wan hurt any 1 of u ......but wat to do???WAT TO DO ????

pls dun treat me so GOOD !! once the time u treat me so good....i more afraid...

but nt feelin happy at all....

i hope u guys  treat me juz like any 1 of ur frens.....

whn i noe u r tellin me sumtin on ur fb status ...

i m reli dun like it ...y u look so angry ???!! i m still nt ur gf.....k?!

i reli wish to say i dun wan France chocolate anymore....

n juz hope u can find other gal more gud thn me !!!

Just wan u guys to noe tat..

whn  u guys c me at outside ...tat r juz sum part of me...

still gt another part of me ....u guys still havent see it...

i dun wish to "LIE" u guys ....seriously....

i m nt a perfect gal....

nt a good gal...

nt a pretty gal....

nt a clever gal.....

i m very 38 1....

sumtime nt independent ......i hate it !!!hate it !!!

sumtime very mao dun!!!

Dun owes ask me to make a decision for myself....

dun ask me whn can i giv u the answer???

if u reli wan to noe the answer....can u juz be patient thr ???

if u reli love me....u wont mind how much time u wait ,Rite????rite??

I BELIEVE TIME CAN PROVE EVRYTHING TO ME !!!

(include yoursss action n ur sincere)

i dunno izzit i scare step on wrong relationship or

scare been hurt or wat ???!!

i juz wish whn i choose any 1 of u ...i will be seriously on it 

(well...i owes serious 1..juz i scare tat u r nt the 1 to be serious)

i reli hope the 1 i choose will be my LAST ONE!!!!...

both of us giv 50% on our relationship~!!

nt too much n nt too lesss....=)

i hope b4 i tgt wif my future bf....hope he can noe me well 1st b4 tgt...

coz i scare u will regret on it whn u noe another part of me....n kip arguing wif me....@_@!!

sumtime relationship cum fast thn it will end fast too....d u heard ppl say b4 ??

well....u guys hv a very good condition.....

if i reject any 1 of u .....i hope u guys wont lose contact wif me ...n pls...pls... dun hate me...

i believe tat u can find a more better gf thn me !!!!!! 

n i will wish both of u  love forever n happily~ ^^..

"If it's not yours, it'll never be yours,
no matter how much you are obsessed with it.
Perhaps, just in case, it's for you,
it'll always specially be for you,
no matter how often you ignore it..."

爱是恒久忍耐

又有恩慈

爱是不嫉妒

爱是不自夸  不张狂

不做害羞的事

不求自己的益处

不轻易发怒

不计算人的恶

不喜欢不义

只喜欢真理

凡事包容 凡事相信

凡事盼望  凡事忍耐

爱是永不止息

《圣经》哥林多前书13章4-8节

3rd day of degree

Wow!!! time flies so fast~

Phew....today is 3rd day i go for degree .....mwahhaha...

hmm...the degree course i study is material n manufacturing engineering(MM).....

sob sob la....dis course among all the student onli 5 students (include me) take....LOL!!!

evry sem oso less ppl take la....haha!!!  

 reli pity tillllllllllll..........dunno how to say....=((

dis course quite "cold" ....my batch onli gt 1 guys take it...haha!!

pity him lea...later kena we girls bully.....hehe...juz kiddin...juz kiddin...=PP

thn this sem i nid to study  8 sub o...luckily  onli 5 sub gt final onli....hehe...

hope i can handle it la...Gambateh!!Ring~ i noe u can do it!!God bless me yea^^

yup....say till here...i reli can feel tat god bless me ....

I reli feel myself very very lucky!!!!!!!!=)

1st....i gt no fren study MM ...actually gt 3 de....but all of them chg course ady..

at tat time...i reli feel so scare...coz all my frens chg course ady n juz left me study dis course now...

i feel stress lea....coz if gt assignment n study till sumwhr made me dun understand thn how wor??

thn i juz told myself nvmla....juz let days pass by days..=)..sure will meet new frens de...

yup~! second day i reli meet n noe all the coursemate(5 onli)..haha!! thx jesus a lot....

thn today...i feel the most lucky IS IS IS i meet 2 MM senior again in the

peer mentoring programme(pmp)!!!

MWAHAHAHA!!!!!! I M SO LUCKY WEI!!!!!!...

like dis oso can let me meet dao....today gt 100++ ppl like tat join dis programme...thn onli gt less thn 10 ppls r  mentor....XD

i m super duper lucky xia lo.....one of the MM ssenior be my mentor...hehe=)

(tat all r organiser them early arrange de ...)

hmm...if gt any problem i can juz sms/email my mentor....xiixi^^....thank you~!thank you~!

dis sem becum more independent loo...the  stuff which i dunno  juz kip ask ppl thn do by myself

example : ptptn loan, register for lab experiment, take bus by myself go to uni,........bla..bla..

it's the time to let myself to be more independent since i m degree student now...xixi^^

GAmbateh bah~!!=))

woo....1st day i saw my foundation 1 fren which is a guy....

he told his fren...my look bcum more mature dy ???!! haha!! reli?? ....

thn he say again :"sure la...coz now degree le ma.".....==''

......walao...hahahaha!! watever...XP
LOL!!!!!~

hmm..nowadays ...i will less play facebook le...coz dunno why....nt many fren play at dis moment..

n my line at condo very lousy....kip dc 1...
watever..haha!! like dis more gud...haha!! ~

anywayx ...i must hv a gud time management for myself la.....^.~...*wink*

wow~i c my X's  msn display a new pic which is 2 love doll....woo...he fall in love or in the relationship o??

haha!! i tin like dis more gud bah~~! it means tat he live so nice n happy now...^^

anywayx..wish u live happily ^^...must appreciate n cherish all the moment whn tgt wif ur love 1....=)

hmm....for me...i m still single n available....mwahahha!!!

well..at this moment...i feel loved...but i dun feel like wan pakto...

i oso dunno y...mayb wanna focus on study 1st bah....hehe...
since whn i chg my mind like dis i oso dunno...LOL!!!XD...

*SKIP*

hmm....today my dear roomate fall sick...=(

i m her roomate sure i wan take gud k of her la...hehe^^

i cook porridge for her to eat...coz she cannot eat oily food .....

so she can juz eat porridge ^^..
hope she can recover soon .........pretty dear~! hehe...^.~

btw...nowadays....me n my roomate less go out eat ady...

we cooking at hse evry night...

like dis will more save....hehe....

i like to cook very much o...^^

i noe to cook more food le.......yeapppiii~!!! ^^V

eg: sour vege soup, tomato fish n fried prawn ( all 1st time cok at setapak)

so happy la...coz finally i noe how to cook totmato fish le....yuhooo...^^

 i like to eat tat day i cook de tomato fish~~!!!
nice nice~~!!!!

here are juz sum of the prawn...=)

wahahahahaha.....

...hehe...i ask sum of my hsemate taste nice o nt....

woo...they say taste nice wei.....thank you~thank you~

b4 joseph n vincent owes laughin at me.. say i dunno cook la....SEE~!!!

now nth to say le bah...=PP

dun look down on me wor~~!!

actually many ppl c my face thn judge me

i m a gal who dunno how to cook la.....how cum?????LOL!!! =.=''...

nvm bah.....juz judge me like tat....thn whn YOU reli taste i cook de food....thn let u shock ~!!

BLEEEKKKKK =PPP.....hehe

but ho.....sumtime whn i fried sum food...i  still very scare coz the oil...hehehe..=PP

oooppppssss.....12.25 am ady....

wanna go sleep le la...2mr i gt claass on 8am...nid wake up at 6.30=(..

thn take early bus to uni...huhu~!!!

GOODNIGHT~!! (N_N)

Trip to Batu Pahat ^^

Day 1

hehe~take pic at lrt station(asia jaya)....

       1st day , me n joseph ( fren who live at batu pahat) start our journey at 12am ++ from petaling jaya after havin our breakfast ..haaha!!do u noe wat is the advantage of wearin sunglass?hmm...tat is can see

leng zai inside lrt~...lol!!!! =P...joseph say me kip look 1 korean guy~(sure wan look xia la...ppl tok

 korean lea~! btw...ppl nt bad look xia~!! hahahaXD...)thn untill  2 pm like tat we reach bus station...after tat

we take bus for about 4 hrs ++ juz reach batu pahat.....phew~it's  reli tired we sit inside the bus for so many hours~ On the way, me n him chit chat sumtin ....hahaha!!! actually is i ask him many things about guys 1 (about relationship things)la....ahhaha~!! =)....well~thx him for giving me sum suggestion n opinion yo~

                                                       Thank you , jospeh~
              
         1st day ,we din go anywhr...coz another fren,vincent still at singapore...we are waitin him cum bp thn juz strt our trip...between...me n joseph oso feel tired ady~ then we havin our dinner nearby his house....we eat chicken rice....^^...


Day 2

take a pic inside joseph's car~ haha!! ^^

2nd day~i sleep till 12am....my friend ,vincent reach joseph 's house...thn i juz wake up~!! hiak!!hiak!!

I have a NICE sleep becoz sleeping in a room which gt aircond~phew~!hahha^.~

thn after prepare myself...we all go to the town n find famous food to eat....=)

Yum!! Yum !!! i damn like dis Drink ...魔力奶茶~ damn 9s wei~!!

it's different with 珍珠奶茶~haha!!! Oh...Ya...i never eat 珍珠when i

order the milk tea~!!! i dun like it coz i  feel  like eat plastic(my own opinion la)...

hahahaha....XP

Yeyeye~dis is our lunch !!! i like the curry fish head so so much!!! it's juz so delicious~

and the black chicken(黑鸡）herbal soup, it's gud for girl /lady~!!! the rice at beside is yam rice...

i remember the shop name call 水记炖品.....if gt chance must cum try these food n soup o~

Joseph n vincent drink kampung chicken herbal soup~haha!!

we gt share share food in between also =))

*thumbs up*

After having our lunch, we go shopping loo....vincent was busy finding which pant look nicer...thn

he want buy for himself~ ^^

hahaha...he oso gt buy a baby dress for her  new born niece.

i help her choose the baby dress.....so cute weii~!! i see tat baby dress made me feel

like wanna hug a small baby again^^

After shopping, we go to play bowling ball together~

huhu~i juz gt 75 marks...but...nt bad already..coz i win both of them..yeah!! *proud*

(actually still very lousy la)

                                1st row is me,2nd row is joseph,3rd row is vincent~ haha!!

thn last row is 3 of us share share play again...

Until night, we go to find 9s food again as our dinner ....we eat very very nice de 云吞面...so delicious

lea~~!! miss it....haha!! erm...wat i wan to say is west malaysia de kampuan mee nt

same as east malaysia(sarawak) de...if reli wan me to choose..i will prefer our sarawak's most!!! hehehe =P

wan try o nt ???go sarawak thn~ hahah....=PPP

lalallalaa.....3 just cost rm27....so i buy it...

whn i free i can read it ....i like to read dis kind of book so much ...huhu ^.~~

 haha!! =)))

Day 3

 

Morning~ haha!!..^^

today we will go to melaka for 1 day trip ...btw...wanna give the new key to our 

hsemate,sin huei (my pretty dear)~ haha=))

After havin our breakfast at joseph's hse ,we strt our journey (9am++)  loo...yeappi^^

Actually they dunno the way to go to melaka....thn they use GPS ~ so geng arrr!!! haha

On the way, joseph juz help to point out which road shud we drive ...

thn our driver,vincent follow wat he said n  focus to drive the car~~haha

how bout me lea???haha!! i m sleep at behind~~ oink!!! oink~!! ^o^ blerk...=PP

About 12 am ++ like tat,we reach melaka loo...~ thn we go to meet sin huei...

after tat, she bring us to jonker walk....n havin our lunch~!!

cendol cendol~~!!! hmmm.....hot weather ...go n  order 1  cendol....COOL~!!! ^^

*thumbs up*

gt so many famous ppl cum dis shope eat b4 o.....gt 5566,taiwan ah hong, .......

we order chicken rice as our lunch......i 4gt take the pic from joseph camera...tat's y  no the chicken

rice's  pic~haha!! sorry.....=(

After fin our lunch,...

Vincent n joseph ,they go vvisit the melaka history~

thn me n my dear go shopping lo...=))

tidak kenal orang ini.....hahhahaa!!!! =PPP

haha!! my pretty dear,sin huei  n me ^^

teeeheee.....i wan BOMB u !!! hahahha!! =P

finish vsit...finish shopping....thn we go to find food eat coz hungry again....

dear bring us go eat rojak !!! =)) haha..

After Finish eatin ....bye bye melaka loo.....we go bek bp again...hehe..

Night time whn we reach bp,we go to 1 shop eat chicken wing....damn 9s!!!

i reli like it !!! i din take down the pic coz too hungry le

thn forget to take pic..haha....the chicken is so soooo

CRISPY!!!! summore delicous thn KFC chicken~!!

we order 2 times....LOL!!!XD

dis pic is take at bp shopping mall ~....How nice if i gt 1 so soooooo soooo

BIG de bear~ hehe.....HUGSSSS ^^

Day 4

Hihi~! today is number 4 day stay at bp le....^^

it oso mean last day le...=(..

today 1 more person join us...tat is joseph's cousin~!

haha~!!...he intro nice food to us oso....^^

 Today we go to hv brunch(breakfast + lunch) at 金手指~!! wow!!! hahha....

Evry food are juz so soosooooosooo DELICOUS la....yummy !!yummy~*saliva drop again*

we order ice kacang, fish chip rice, mango ice, special otak-otak, special ba gua bao........

                                            eat till our stomach FULL ...... hahaha!!!! =))

let u c....

Phew~the food r too delicious n we r so full!!! hahhaahahaha!!! * touch my stomach*

we hv fin evry food we order!! ^^ xixi...

After tat,we go to play bowling again~~!! woohooo~!!! my favourite arr ^^

Ring ring is me !!! haha ^^

(first round) i gt number 2......hahaha!! nt bad la...=P

1st row is me...2nd row is joseph.....3rd row is vincent =))

 

(second round)this time ho~! i lose liao....hahaha!!! but i still laugh laugh 1.....coz i m enjoy while playing it...

but nt mind about the win n lose...hehe^^ yup!! tat's me....=))

1st row is me...2nd row is joseph.....3rd row is vincent again=))

hmm....play bowling ball i never over 100 marks lea....

haiz!!! i play sooo sooo many time ady lea...(T_T)

still kanasai .....haha!!!XD

i no give up....bowling ball~! u juz wait me !!! hahahhaha!!! XD

Finish playing...we go find food eat again....hahaa!!!EAT!!EAT!!EAT!!!!

oooppppsss .....so sorry~left the bone i juz take pic....

actually i finished ald...tat is vincent's ....hahaha!!

hmm....yummy ~!yummy~!! ^^

dis is pisang goreng~!

it is the best pisang goreng i hv eat!!!...

n so delicous so crispy.....^^

miss it la....*saliva drop again*

Finish all those food...thn we go to find joseph's aunty....

at her shop chit chat a while...

after tat...we go to havin our dinner........hehehe....^^

chicken pot rice ^^

9s 9s~!!

we order 2 thn 4 person share share.....

bp reli gt a lot of nice food to eat la.....hahaha!!!

finish our dinner....we direct go to drink soya bean....

dis shop's soya bean reli famous....

u c my fren vicent thn u noe la...hahahaha!!!

i cum here 2 times ady...^^

Day 6

TIME OWES PASS VERY FAST!!

BYE BYE BATU PAHAT~~!!!

I WILL CUMIN AGAIN BECAUSE STILL GT MANY NICESSS FOOD THAT

 I HAVENT TASTE~~

HAHAHA!!! IF CAN HO~ I WISH TO MARRY A BP'S GUY!!!

(juz kiddin la....hiak hiak!!~) go wif future bf thn can liao lo...huhuu~

=))))

P/s : This time trip esepcially thanks to joseph n his family...becoz omost all the  lunch n dinner is he treat us...

his grandpa ask him dun let us pay money.....==''....me n vincent feel nt gud ...

so before we leave ...we buy 1 tin of biscuit ,drinks,pudding,n bla..bla as our small sincerity
 .... for his family...thx his family concern yea^^...

i quite like his family...coz gt many family members...n all of them are very friendly=))

beside..i oso wan thx jesus...becoz HE let me hv an enjoyable n safety trip....

I m very Happy.....i'm  appreciate n cherish the moment tat few days....^^

THANK YOU SO MUCH~!!!!!!!!!!